Will I Return?
Locked inside myself
Claustrophobic thoughts
Full of delusions, no one understands
Living without breath
Believing without Gods
Who am I
Or what should I be
In this insane world?
No one whispers the answer!…
I can’t be me
Since my innocence they’ve stolen
I’m alone, desperate
And I want to cry
Why the rules, the chains? Let me die!
Only in the warmth of death I’ll know why
Dreams of gore
Painted with blood
It’s me
Getting far from reality…
…
Pits of black
Mirroring my past
I can’t see, I don’t dare
There’s nothing there
Where was time
When I was a child
I could see
But there was nothing for me
What am I
Or what should I be
All is empty
There’s nothing for me to see
“Will I Return?”
António Eryx Santos
21:07/05-03-1995
Monte de S. Bartolomeu – Nazaré